As Bernkastel spoke about the troubles with the incident that happened, he listened very carefully to how she addressed certain things. His hands fiddled around with the cat, gently pressing its paw pads so its claws popped out and retracted. He pressed his face against its tummy, blowing childlike kisses and nibbling its fur as he would for a child. Oddly enough, there appears to be some experience from how he handled the little kitty. There was a small pause between Bern's question and his answer.
"Cuki suffered immensely while having to deal with the issues presented to her. Her mind was not capable of overcoming the obstacles and she crashed down into jealousy, despair, and anger. Yes, you and the others did make her 'chest hurt' over the span of three years, and my death certainly things worse. She was forced to watch everyone move on and befriend each other, desperate for someone to notice anything different from her. When no one noticed her for three years, Cuki felt abandoned despite being surrounded by everyone she loved," He lowered his head to face the kitty and smiled as he played with it. "That does not mean Cuki is innocent either. I warned her many times that emotions like rage and sorrow must be kept under control. Because of her lack of reasoning, she created a far bigger mess, ultimately, making everything far worse."
Zenta then lifted his head to glance at Bernkastel, smile still intact.
"Cuki told me that she wanted to be your friend because she had a feeling that you were just as lonely as her. She felt sorry for you. I suspect that is why she was jealous when you and Gogeta grew very close with one another. You were no longer alone and happy with someone else. But at the same time, Cuki must realize that everyone, even you, my Lady, walk different paths. She has not realized it yet and thus refused to accept or understand your bond with Gogeta. My student is still quite naive but I believe her heart is in the right place. I also believe the same applies to you, Lady Bernkastel... I sense many uncertainties and insecurities beneath your 'mature' exterior, almost like... a child. You are a very complex individual, my Lady, and I believe destiny crossed our paths for a reason. A witch capable of granting any miracle found a beast punished from ever receiving them."
He pulled his tails to rest on top of his lap as he lay the kitty down on one tail and used his other tail to pull it out of reach just before the kitty swatted at it. To think someone as big and powerful as he would be handling something like a cat with the utmost of care. Incredibly tender to small creatures and life in general, it was hard to spot any sort of malice or hatred in any of the actions he displayed.
"I know you are wondering why I am so affectionate towards your cat... Your kitty reminds me of my youngest pup, still running on all fours." He leaned back against the wall and seemed to lower his voice slightly. "...My partner gave birth to three healthy pups. Two daughters and a son. Unfortunately, tragedy struck and they were all killed by a bloodthirsty monster that was destroying the land." He cleared his throat and paused. "I was not there when the attack happened, sadly. Even if I was, I would have perished as well. Still, to this day, I can still remember the color of their fur, how they nipped my ears every time they played, and even the way they howled when I brought back dinner. In a way, Cuki was the same too..."
Zenta chuckled to himself before shaking his head.
"My, my, I believe I am rambling at this point! Never mind me, my Lady, I speak only of a time long ago. Speaking of time, you should head to bed, it is getting rather late."
"Aww, don't you worry Berserk, I think you'll get used to it," Avalon said as he fluffed the sofa cushions. "Just think of me as the guard dog to this place. While you guys sleep in your rooms, I'll be here to bark off any intruders! It's the least I can do after the mess I caused... After all, I'm a ninja, stealth's my specialty! Only an amateur ninja sleeps with both eyes closed, and trust me, I'm no amateur. Buuuut, if you're still scared I can always make a clone to keep you comfy at night!"