Rogue City Command Center Ruins
Cayde followed after the group into the wreckage of the command center, placing his hands on his hips once he emerged through the portal. He glanced around with mostly a blank stare; taking in the damage of the scene and the output behind where he and the other Rogues had operated on behalf of some Vortex denizens and the city hundreds of times. It hadn't fully dawned him from Brask and the others leaving under Vegetto's tantrum, but with their headquarters now fully in a wrecked state, Cayde sighed to himself as he began to walk deeper into the room.
"Another end of an era...it's a shame how short it was."
He perked his mechanical eyebrows once Spawn began to explain the situation regarding Valeria, frowning immediately at what occurred. Cayde fiddled with the main console in seeing if he could pull up the main holoimage of the city on the terminal, but the machine itself had been wrecked to a point of inoperation, and the android turned his eyes slowly towards Spawn to speak after him.
"Well, it's pretty obvious that letting her get that meeting was a bad call. I mean, has some complicated connection to Doom...wants a meeting with the famous Breakers who beat Doom...your first thought probably should've been that she was gonna try and kill them if she got what she wanted. It's usually the complicated relationships that inspire people to take up a mantle of some kind."
He crossed his arms, leaning against the table.
"But she seemed a bit smarter than that; sure she willing set off Vegetto and probably has some bad blood with him. But why go through all that trouble to ruin his image, set him off in the city against the Xy'phers...and just leave? We can at least rule out that she's working with the Red King; setting off a pissed Vegetto in the city wouldn't be very helpful to their cause. And clearly, if she wanted to turn him on the Breakers...she would've stuck around and tried to bait him into attacking them. It seemed more like she was testing him and his anger, than actually trying to use it against the Breakers."
The android shrugged his shoulders.
"I don't know, we should probably move on from it for now though. She's gonna be a problem if she gets that Doom coin and finds the castle...but that won't matter if the Red King turns the entire Vortex into Xy'phers. One Vortex ending crisis at a time, I always used to say."
The Snowy Mountains of Rogue City
Vegetto kept his same dejected stare throughout Clark's optimistic view, his eyes turning down slightly. He contemplated the prospect the Kryptonian presented, and in truth, most of the words held true. However, Vegetto pulled back, shrugging his shoulders to break Clark's grip and grunting a bit. The Potara fusion turned his back to Clark as he stepped slightly out of the bright moonlight; a nearby tree casting a shadow that covered the left half of his body while he stared down at the snow.
"You don't get it, Clark. Those memories of her...of even the Breakers...do keep me warm at times. You and Cayde always told me to remember those positives; her laugh...her smile."
His head dipped a bit.
"She always pushed me to be the best I could be...and in time, I used to hear her voice telling me to keep going. Pick up my feet, keep my fists up...and knock down anything that stood in my way."
Vegetto slowly turned his eyes up, and his dejected solemn stare relaxed further. He looked out at the droplets of snow cascading down gently in front of the two with a tired stare, his eyebrows falling a bit.
"It's gone, Clark...I can't hear it no more...no matter how hard I try. I fight and struggle to keep warm from those memories...but eventually they fade away. Every time they do, I'm left with only the pain in their wake. Pain that drives my rage..."
He glanced slightly over his shoulder.
"It's the rage that strangles the grief, Clark...and I can't stop it. I used to think of the first...kiss I ever had with Kass as a warm memory...but now all it reminds me of, is the bastard who took her from me. So now, even those memories no longer give me comfort and the list that do is getting smaller every day I keep going."
Vegetto turned to face back towards Clark, his facial expression having changed entirely. His eyebrows had narrowed into a firm stare mixed with clear anger and determination, yet the ominous toxic energy was no where to be found. His eyes showed the wear and tear throughout the many years spent since the final battle with Doom; an exhaustion mixed into a man desperately fighting not to overcome the pain of loss, but searching for a way out. Vegetto met Clark's eyes firmly once more, his dual voice weak.
"I don't want to remember her anymore...whatever form she is now or whatever the hell she is to me. Her memory is just...poison in my veins. A gaping hole in my chest that these old memories cover up but never heal. And I can't just let go...how do you let go a gaping hole in your chest?!"
A couple of painful tears cascaded down from the sides of his eyes; a clear conflict of morals within his mind as Vegetto spoke the words timidly as if he was still unsure of what to do.
"If she had never existed...then...I wouldn't be hurting like this. I hate that I have no control over it; I hate what I've become. I don't want to hurt anymore, Clark...I want to be free."
Cayde followed after the group into the wreckage of the command center, placing his hands on his hips once he emerged through the portal. He glanced around with mostly a blank stare; taking in the damage of the scene and the output behind where he and the other Rogues had operated on behalf of some Vortex denizens and the city hundreds of times. It hadn't fully dawned him from Brask and the others leaving under Vegetto's tantrum, but with their headquarters now fully in a wrecked state, Cayde sighed to himself as he began to walk deeper into the room.
"Another end of an era...it's a shame how short it was."
He perked his mechanical eyebrows once Spawn began to explain the situation regarding Valeria, frowning immediately at what occurred. Cayde fiddled with the main console in seeing if he could pull up the main holoimage of the city on the terminal, but the machine itself had been wrecked to a point of inoperation, and the android turned his eyes slowly towards Spawn to speak after him.
"Well, it's pretty obvious that letting her get that meeting was a bad call. I mean, has some complicated connection to Doom...wants a meeting with the famous Breakers who beat Doom...your first thought probably should've been that she was gonna try and kill them if she got what she wanted. It's usually the complicated relationships that inspire people to take up a mantle of some kind."
He crossed his arms, leaning against the table.
"But she seemed a bit smarter than that; sure she willing set off Vegetto and probably has some bad blood with him. But why go through all that trouble to ruin his image, set him off in the city against the Xy'phers...and just leave? We can at least rule out that she's working with the Red King; setting off a pissed Vegetto in the city wouldn't be very helpful to their cause. And clearly, if she wanted to turn him on the Breakers...she would've stuck around and tried to bait him into attacking them. It seemed more like she was testing him and his anger, than actually trying to use it against the Breakers."
The android shrugged his shoulders.
"I don't know, we should probably move on from it for now though. She's gonna be a problem if she gets that Doom coin and finds the castle...but that won't matter if the Red King turns the entire Vortex into Xy'phers. One Vortex ending crisis at a time, I always used to say."
The Snowy Mountains of Rogue City
Vegetto kept his same dejected stare throughout Clark's optimistic view, his eyes turning down slightly. He contemplated the prospect the Kryptonian presented, and in truth, most of the words held true. However, Vegetto pulled back, shrugging his shoulders to break Clark's grip and grunting a bit. The Potara fusion turned his back to Clark as he stepped slightly out of the bright moonlight; a nearby tree casting a shadow that covered the left half of his body while he stared down at the snow.
"You don't get it, Clark. Those memories of her...of even the Breakers...do keep me warm at times. You and Cayde always told me to remember those positives; her laugh...her smile."
His head dipped a bit.
"She always pushed me to be the best I could be...and in time, I used to hear her voice telling me to keep going. Pick up my feet, keep my fists up...and knock down anything that stood in my way."
Vegetto slowly turned his eyes up, and his dejected solemn stare relaxed further. He looked out at the droplets of snow cascading down gently in front of the two with a tired stare, his eyebrows falling a bit.
"It's gone, Clark...I can't hear it no more...no matter how hard I try. I fight and struggle to keep warm from those memories...but eventually they fade away. Every time they do, I'm left with only the pain in their wake. Pain that drives my rage..."
He glanced slightly over his shoulder.
"It's the rage that strangles the grief, Clark...and I can't stop it. I used to think of the first...kiss I ever had with Kass as a warm memory...but now all it reminds me of, is the bastard who took her from me. So now, even those memories no longer give me comfort and the list that do is getting smaller every day I keep going."
Vegetto turned to face back towards Clark, his facial expression having changed entirely. His eyebrows had narrowed into a firm stare mixed with clear anger and determination, yet the ominous toxic energy was no where to be found. His eyes showed the wear and tear throughout the many years spent since the final battle with Doom; an exhaustion mixed into a man desperately fighting not to overcome the pain of loss, but searching for a way out. Vegetto met Clark's eyes firmly once more, his dual voice weak.
"I don't want to remember her anymore...whatever form she is now or whatever the hell she is to me. Her memory is just...poison in my veins. A gaping hole in my chest that these old memories cover up but never heal. And I can't just let go...how do you let go a gaping hole in your chest?!"
A couple of painful tears cascaded down from the sides of his eyes; a clear conflict of morals within his mind as Vegetto spoke the words timidly as if he was still unsure of what to do.
"If she had never existed...then...I wouldn't be hurting like this. I hate that I have no control over it; I hate what I've become. I don't want to hurt anymore, Clark...I want to be free."